Video Editing & Production
Teo Zhi Ye(Celine)
0319755
10 September 2016
What i want is just to being myself.I have my own style and personalities.I don't want to change anything to cater to the preferences of others.I come from a small town alone to study in Taylors.My friends will always ask me is it fine for you to study alone without any companions of other friends from my hometown?How about your course?Is it easy to cope?How about your coursemate?For me,I think its okay to come alone for study.This is a just a process for me to become independent.Study is for me,my future and also my parents.Its impossible to stop me from pursuing my study just because there are not friends with me.My parents earn moneys for me to study hard not to enjoy life,right?Most of the people will always thought that design course is easy.Its just drawing,no need to study like other courses.Not as much people will know what we always suffer from.Lack of sleep,lack of time,thinking for ideas and inspiration,produce 3d,plan, designs and etc.I even have to give up our holidays just to done our design.I have to study of histories and also doing research also.So what i always tell my friends is design is not easy as you all think.How about my coursemate is the question that i always ask myself.I don't feel like judging but what i can tell is they cant give me the warm and familiar feeling that i had from my hometown friends.They are actually not my friends,they are just like my families.
What do i like?It is actually a very good question.😂I like to sing,dance,fashion,swim,painting and many more actually.But sometimes shortage of time dont allow me to do what i like.But once im free i will just do things i like to enrich my life.
I actually know who is looking down of me and who is really good to me.I can sense and i even heard what they judge about me.I used to be a very fat girl before.What i do that time is just a joke for some people.They will laugh at me and also making fun of me.For example,I learn to dance and my previous dance crew were asked to perform.While we performing and its my time to solo,everyone laughing at me.That moment really hurts me a lot.People mock of me because of my large size since im small.Its really kind of torture for me.But luckily my nightmares end.
Actually i also met people who looking down of my design.I got heard someone judging my design are childish and ugly.But i think it's okay,i design it and im willing to accept all the compliments by others, because i still have many lacking in my design.But im actually glad that someone judge my work because it means that my work still have value to compare with those who judge mine.Sometimes i really think that think positive is the best way to relieve ourself.Everyone can judge me but i always assure that im the best and no one can beat me down easily because still got others that appreciate my design and what i do.
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